The Silent Playmate
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Monique Evan’s:And how I remember when I got closer to the house, he would disappear.
Marie Jackson:We are back with another amazing personal story, this time from someone who's got a real history with me. I am Marie Jackson, and this is paranormal empath. We don't just talk about the unknown. We live it. Today, we're diving deep into a story that will leave you questioning everything you thought you knew about reality.
Marie Jackson:I am introducing you to my sister, Monique Evans, who is going to share her personal paranormal impact story. A lot that Monique has actually experienced that I was entirely shocked about. But this particular situation that she experienced, we're gonna call it the, what, the spark, the spark, the spark. This is the spark. So before we get into all the interesting details about the spark, let's kinda talk a little bit about how things were for you growing up and, you know, where your first experience started with your impact?
Monique Evan’s:Actually, considering being the youngest, moms really didn't start. I didn't really, as a child started to experience that until we about 5, 6 years old. And around that time, that's when we stayed on Elmwood. That was like the very first encounters that I've started Spanish, like consecutively, like, nonstop every other day when I had with this one entity, this small young little girl had to be around the same age as me, same height as me, Caucasian young girl, prospering by 6 years old. I remember when I first went to Phyllis Wheatley, that's when I was in kindergarten.
Monique Evan’s:And every time I used to come home from school, she would be in this downstairs den bathroom. And I almost thought I was playing with the young child. I just thought she used to come over and sneak in the den, but she disappeared, and she was disappearing in the bathtub.
Marie Jackson:And this is this is so much interesting because the house that Monique is referring to is a house we lived in in Kansas City on 59th in Elmwood. So it's in like the midtown area of Kansas City, very commonly known, for being a, you know, a poverty stricken location. So we, you know, we didn't have the finest of things living in this house, but we definitely had each other. So, the area that she's referring to is very close in proximity to the Kansas City Zoo, so we we we lived in an area that, again, like she said, it had that history, you know, it had that that, you know, there was monuments, there was historic landmarks. Even in the house that we lived in, there was still, military poles that were in our yard from from the earlier days.
Marie Jackson:So, there was a lot that we actually experienced that I never knew that Monique actually experienced things in this house too. Absolutely. And that and that was the most crazy part.
Monique Evan’s:A lot of things I've experienced in that helps, from levitations, from just seeing apparitions, just bizarre events with personality changes with certain siblings. There was a lot of things now as an adult. I can say that was abnormal, but as a child, you're so unaware as a child. You just kinda go with it as a child. You you lack that awareness.
Monique Evan’s:That's normal with children, but as an adult, you go, pray the minute.
Marie Jackson:Yeah. That was not normal. That was not normal. So, you know, consciously, as key is we don't really we're still trying to learn life to cipher, and we're trying to decipher what is a reality, what is something that is common, or what is completely just abnormal. And we were going through those distinctive moments in our lives to where we were trying to discern what was something that was a common thing that was occurring in our lives, in our and in our little world, and something that was just just completely out of the norm.
Marie Jackson:So Monika shared about a moment when she was younger and around the age of how old were you would you say he was about 6. So 6. And that's a very, very delicate age for a child to have experienced paranormal. But, you know, children are so susceptible to paranormal. They're so vulnerable to being to being exposed to those those energies.
Monique Evan’s:And I think also with with operations, they tend to gravitate to small children because of the vulnerability and the energy that children projectile because they they can garner that energy from children as much, not as much as if an adult experienced the same scenario or saying, you know, so they have a tendency to gravitate, which I think when that little girl, she gravitated towards me as if she was like, I need a friend. Yeah. And see if anybody else was looking on the outside in, and they woulda saw me standing there talking to the bathtub.
Marie Jackson:Yeah. So let's let's give some some details that kinda led up to your, your childhood friend, this this this plural in this house that was apparently some somebody you didn't even realize wasn't wasn't a little girl. So let's just can you talk to the viewers and just kinda tell them a little bit about this, how you started gaining seeing her and and the events surrounding that.
Monique Evan’s:Well, I remember, the first time when I came home from school, I was watching Nickelodeon. You know? Got undressed, made a peanut butter, same regimen. And I just remember, I kept hearing somebody in that thin bathroom. So I'm like, who is it?
Monique Evan’s:And then I'm, like, looking, so I go down that little hallway, and I was like, hey. It didn't even I didn't even think of it. I was like, you know, hey. I mean, we just engaged as kids do like they play. And I said, well, I got some barbies.
Monique Evan’s:You know? And I was like, she she didn't say nothing, but she interacted with me yet. It that now thinking if that was the bizarre thing because I didn't hear her talk really. It's like, okay. Okay.
Monique Evan’s:And we played like, yeah. You would think 2 children playing on the playground. And so I played with her and she took my Barbie and not play in the play. And after a while, once we don't plan, she went in the bathroom and disappeared. Every time I go upstairs and you shall disappear to back.
Monique Evan’s:And when I see her every other day and sometimes at night, because I remember I had this Barbie. I'm pretty sure most viewers, female viewers, you were born eighties, nineties. You remember the Barbie with the skates that sparked. And I had that Barbie, and I remember one night, it was a late night, which I shouldn't have been up. It was about maybe 1, 2 in the morning.
Monique Evan’s:Rain is steppy. Viewers don't rain is steppy. You know? So I saw down the hallway, my sparks from my Barbie was going off. So I came down the hallway, and I'm like, that must be her.
Monique Evan’s:And I'm like, I didn't think nothing as a child. You are fear fearless. Yeah. But I was in a dog. I probably woulda took off.
Monique Evan’s:You woulda saw dust. So Yeah. But as a child, it didn't scare me. I was just more fascinated. The fascination kicked in so much to the point I was like, oh, she's just playing with my twin.
Monique Evan’s:Yeah. It's fine. I know who she is. She's my brain. Yeah.
Monique Evan’s:She's just playing late at night. Good. Never thought about it. And every other day I used to play with this younger. And I remember she had this ponytail side ponytail, but the purple scratchy.
Monique Evan’s:And she had this light blue shirt on with the Teddy bear on it. This teddy bear with blue shirt on top of the teddy bear with a red hat. Vivintly remember. And she had this one of shorts on with the, like the ruffles. She didn't have no shoes up.
Monique Evan’s:No shoes.
Marie Jackson:Does she look like she was from that era? The nineties. She looked like she was from the nineties, and it just didn't. So at at any moment, it didn't it didn't occur to you that she just wasn't she wasn't actually there? You
Monique Evan’s:I I when when I was a child, I mean, I didn't did nothing up, and I just just thought like she was my friend. You know? And I knew at one point, not kinda part of me was like, I don't think she's real. Because every time I left and went upstairs and I'll come back down or if I go upstairs to grab a toy and I'll try to engage with her what my toy does. Like, here, I got this.
Monique Evan’s:She should play with this. She'll go and disappear. But once she's done playing, she'll just jump up like somebody is calling her. And that's what I found. We're like somebody was calling.
Monique Evan’s:We know how, like, me and you were kids when we were outside and playing in and stop for you guys to come in and be like, okay.
Marie Jackson:At that child, would she so you're saying she literally it was almost like she was being summoned or called and then she would
Monique Evan’s:Go in the chest.
Marie Jackson:Just go in the back and just disappear in the bathroom. So the area of the house, just to kinda give you guys an idea of how this house was structured, it was a three level home, so you had the main hap the main, level when you first walk in living room and then you had some, it's kinda like a split entry. So you go upstairs or you can go back around, you can go downstairs. So we're talking about downstairs in the den, And downstairs in that area, there was a hallway and there was a bathroom, and then there was another bedroom which was William and Robert's room, that's our brother's room. William, Robert, and Norman's room, that's our that's our 3 brothers' room.
Marie Jackson:And then there was a furnace area, the den area, and then the kitchen and a door that led to the backyard.
Monique Evan’s:The kitchen led to the ding.
Marie Jackson:And the kitchen led to the ding. So she's talking about that area right down there with that backroom maze past the den area. And and we didn't go down there very much. We didn't really I
Monique Evan’s:didn't I actually spent time down there. I was pretty much a pre I will say one of those kids that I was kind of fearless. So split. I like to isolate myself sometimes because I was actually artistically inclined. And sometimes I used to just go down there and that's where I picked up a lot of my artistry was from the den and being by myself.
Monique Evan’s:And so that's how that transpired as far as seeing this little girl. I don't know if she was murdered, not to sound graphic or unalived. Yep. But for her to be so young and remember something had happened to this young girl somewhere in close proximity in either in that house or in that area alone. Proximity in either in that house or in that area alone.
Monique Evan’s:Yeah. And I think, you know, now looking at it that she was looking for a frame. Yeah. And And that was that frame. You know?
Marie Jackson:And you were that the the one that connected with her. Mhmm. I just I never knew that you had these experience on I was I'm I'm so in awe about it because it was never mentioned. It she never mentioned anything about our experiences. And on on top of everything that we would do, when we lived in the the main house, Monique was still Monique had just been born.
Marie Jackson:She had just been born at that time, So she didn't get to get everything that we experienced when we lived in the house on long road. So her experiences that are, that she's sharing, but very neat to her personal life. And, you know, I, I remember so much that we'd done as children and so many different encounters, but to actually hear Monique's story is is intriguing. So she developed a childhood frame that was actually a ghost girl, a young white girl that was a ghost that conducted with her in this house. Now now we had a lot of strange events happen in this house, you know, and I didn't know that other people were experiencing the same the same, if not worse, things in the hunt because I experienced something on Elmwood too.
Marie Jackson:But I never spoke about it because I didn't think that anybody will believe me, or they thought that we were trying to carry on, the additional experiences from we lived in a house in Longview. So I never spoke about it. I kinda internalized it. So I'm saying. And and then it and just like you, you internalize it.
Marie Jackson:So so what did you ever feel like you wanted to tell somebody?
Monique Evan’s:Oh, absolutely. I just think at my age, because I knew being the youngest and even to present something like that would sound fanatical, especially the mom dad, like, oh, lord, we might need to get her friend. Maybe she, you know, stays too much downstairs. You might need to. So I never even thought about it.
Monique Evan’s:I was just like, I'm not since being the youngest, nobody would have probably took me serious anyway. They would probably think, oh, you know, pretty typical with children having imaginary friends, which is pretty common, semi normal, you know, for children to have that imaginary friend because, you know, sometimes you might have a spout of loneliness. So sometimes you can create these these these perceptions in your head as a child. You know? I'm not a childhood, you know, psychiatrist, but I just and as a child, I used to isolate myself so much.
Monique Evan’s:So I just got mentally immune to not saying anything to anybody about those, you know, multiple instances too. So
Marie Jackson:Did you did you ever share them because you and I are are not too far off as far as age group. Yeah. Did you ever share them with any of our other siblings No. Sharing your experiences?
Monique Evan’s:This is the first time I've actually opened up and barely in over 36 years.
Marie Jackson:Wow. Why do you feel now that you wanted to share your story? What what made you what's this turning point for you?
Monique Evan’s:The turning point was because how some of the semblance and the comfortality of how y'all were able to come out publicly. And that's when I said, this could be my opportunity to come out because now people won't side out of you as much. You know? I look at you like, oh, you sure you don't need a you know? So now this was my opportunity as a dog.
Monique Evan’s:And then not to mention, there's so many other viewers out there just like us. So it makes it, you, you you're in a safe space to talk about it. And so now I feel like with you and other siblings, it's a safe space to be comfortable and be able to open up without it. Now, because then I was like, no, I'm not going to talk about
Marie Jackson:that.
Monique Evan’s:You know? So as an adult, I'm comfortable now and I'm not as, you know, afraid to, or insecure to talk about it or fake what people are gonna think about it. Yeah. Because these instances are happening as we speak now to you know? And so I'm glad that now I have a platform and you present to me on this platform.
Monique Evan’s:Me to talk about it. So Yes. It's it's like I've
Marie Jackson:Right.
Monique Evan’s:Open book.
Marie Jackson:Ex open. Exactly. You know, paranormal impact is just something that we we as we as people, we have these impacts in our life, and we feel so restricted to where we can't talk about it and share these stories. So we internalize them and then internalizing them, doesn't it doesn't it feel like you're suffocating yourself? Doesn't feel like you just, like, dying on the inside, wishing you to share, and you don't have that comfortability to talk about it.
Marie Jackson:And with
Monique Evan’s:that internalization, I also had the outlet of drawing it out. And that right there was not a good look for me, especially when mom and dad found my tablet.
Marie Jackson:Okay. Okay. My Let's talk about that. Let's talk about this tablet. Okay?
Marie Jackson:Because she's Monique is a very, very good artist. She does draw a lot. So tell them about your outlet, this tablet, way where you're experiencing.
Monique Evan’s:Well, some of the apparitions that I saw when I was a small child, I used to draw them out and, they were very vivid, like the Indian man. He had to be like in his mid thirties, then the young lady I used to, the young girl that I used to play with, I drew her up. And I remember it was around, I wanna say, July of 94, 95. And I remember mama picking up my tablet that she bought me from Osco. Anybody knows Osco's, they know.
Monique Evan’s:You know?
Marie Jackson:Was it a chief's tablet? You know, the z c because, you know, those are popular. They they put that on the the the school list and get your chief's tablet. It has your chief's tablet. So you were were you was it the g's tablet or just a a notebook that you had where you were just rolling?
Monique Evan’s:Well, mama actually bought it because that's when she first noticed that I was, you know, artistically inclined. So she bought that to to encourage me to draw more. She wanted to see more. Yeah. But some of the drones kinda alarm her a little bit because they were very distinctive.
Marie Jackson:Did she ever share them with dad or anybody else yet? I don't remember.
Monique Evan’s:They talked about it like between each other and, mister Williams key was one of my, he was one of my personal art teachers that he got me. I used to go take them every Wednesday and he told daddy that she drew some things that were kind of like eyeballish. And so daddy was like, what's going on with you? Like, you know, how that's, you know, they kind of like, could be in weird. Pretty much, you know, her parents were like, yeah, could be in weird, but drawing and stuff could be in weird.
Monique Evan’s:Some of the things I was drawing was what I was experiencing on Elle Boy. What I saw are silhouettes with white eyes, little girls, Indians, Native Americans. I seen them. So as
Marie Jackson:an as an adult now having gone through all of those experiences, how do you feel this shaped you as as as a person, as a believer, you know, faith wise? How do you feel that these experiences have affected you as an adult?
Monique Evan’s:I wouldn't say they didn't have a negative effect or a positive effect. It's just more of a neutral effect like it happened. As far as my spiritual and far as my spiritual beliefs, it it does exist. As far as, like, the afterlife, I don't know. I'm not never been on that side.
Monique Evan’s:I'm not rich for that side yet, but I'm not Beetlejuice. Yeah. But, as far as that, as far as connecting with the sparrows around, it's very, we're real. We all can incident. I just think what the fake and what our beliefs and our energies do have a huge effect with that, Your energy levels and, like, your that that can gravitate certain entities towards you.
Monique Evan’s:So I say to viewers, be careful what you bring into your life, what energies you bring in and what you project out because that that's like a boomerang. Yeah. You have to be careful because entities and spirits will gravitate towards you towards the energy levels. If you're in that energy level that's negative, you're gonna gravitate with negative entities. Or he had positive, you're gonna the same vice versa.
Monique Evan’s:So as far as my spiritual, I'm very spiritual as far as, like, believing in certain entities and rooms. I do believe in God, but obviously he's the holy spirit. So, it's pretty neutral for me. I don't I don't it when I others talk about it, I don't, you know, you're like naysayers because, you know, there's a lot of people out there who are like, it doesn't exist. It's not true.
Monique Evan’s:You just you know? Yeah. You're doing this for clout or attention. You hide people out there that are like that are very strict on not believing in spirits in that world, which they're very entitled to. Yes.
Monique Evan’s:But from my personal and what I've seen, you might as well lock me in a mental institution then because I've definitely experienced it even as an adult. I've had instances as well, very booty, and I didn't have a drop of alcohol, not eating in my system.
Marie Jackson:Yeah. I know people, tend to default your experiences to some type of psychological association or some type of, you know, substance abuse type of association, some type of mental disconnection with with with the current. And, you know, it's it's not that it's not that. It's we we have experiences in our lives that sometimes we can't give an explanation to. There's no scientific breakdown of why we went through what we went through or why we're seeing or failing or believing what we believe.
Marie Jackson:We just have these experiences, you know, just like there's so many different elements in this world that have not been explored. So to denounce a person's experiences just because you don't believe in them has been the controversy I've experienced even into my research, even in my adult life now with, with a lot of the testimonies I've I've I've had. So, yeah, I I'm there with you, sister, because you we know what we went through. We know what we experienced. And again, this platform is to share these experiences so we can all create common links to each other All of us.
Marie Jackson:And share what we've been through because we are not alone. You are not alone. And having my baby sister here to tell me what she went through, and I didn't even know she had these experiences is is is is refreshing is refreshing. So, how long did you see this little girl? How how long was this encounter?
Monique Evan’s:It was a little over 6 months. And then after a while, she seemed to not sound morbid, dissolve. And another ender cut out, I think she was still here after when I stopped playing with her after a little over 6 months. I started noticing I was getting scratches. It became more visible to my body.
Monique Evan’s:When I wake up, I have to practice. I think when I used to go down there, because after a while, I was getting timid over because it it seemed like she was getting aggressive. And so I stopped going to end it in. And I think she, I know this sounds a little, I think she was getting mad because I wasn't going down there as much. And so she started to physically attack my body.
Monique Evan’s:And that's where the scratches started to incorporate. And I'm proud to connect the dots with that. Now it makes a lot of sense because when I stopped going to the game as much, and I if you remember Marika. I do remember Marika. I started hanging out with Marika more and going down southbound instead of the den, and I think that's where she got mad.
Marie Jackson:Oh, okay.
Monique Evan’s:And that's where the scratches and hair pulling, and I had fall spots, and I had spots in my hair. And mama thought one time I had cut my hair, and I didn't. Wow. And so she ended up, like, trimming my whole hair off because I don't know what entity was that little girl, but I woke up and all this side was gone.
Marie Jackson:You know, to to to add on to those experiences you had downstairs, because it always felt very heavy for me going down in in the area. I didn't like it. I really went down there by myself. We used to play hide and seek in this house quite a bit, and, there was a time when some of some of the me and the older siblings, we would go down there, and there was this one time where everybody was hiding, and I went to go look for everybody, and I opened the furnace door. And the furnace, you know, there's some of those furnaces back in the day when those overhouses, you have majority of the furnace that's in that doorway, and you don't have very much moving room to put a body in there without the door being wedged.
Marie Jackson:I noticed half there's not a there's not a lot of space in there. So one day when I was seeking one of my siblings, this little this little hand came from underneath the door and grabbed the piece of paper and pulled it underneath the the door in the furnace area. Now, again, to be laying down or kneel kneeling down on the ground was taken up way too much space. There's no way you coulda did that in that room because the furnace took up most of the space. So when that little hand came out, which might actually be the the not the imaginary, the ghost that you had been experiencing and having a connection with, it was probably her.
Marie Jackson:But the hand, it didn't look like it was a small little kid's hand, but it it had like a like a like a old, wretched, worn look to it. Decompose Like, in decomposition, decom the decomposed look to it. And it came and it pulled the paper underneath. So I'm thinking, oh, I found somebody, but then logically, I opened the door. There's no way nobody's hiding that, and there's no way nobody is kneeling down, pulling anything from underneath that door into that furnace area.
Marie Jackson:So now they were connected with that. I believe it was this it was that little girl spirit Mhmm. That was there.
Monique Evan’s:She wanted to play with you.
Marie Jackson:She wanted to play it. Maybe it was during that time when you kinda were disconnecting from her, and she was trying to find somebody else to kinda reconnect with Mhmm. And and and be able to play those games with. And, yeah, I always felt like there was some, a child energy down there. Mhmm.
Marie Jackson:But it never felt like it was it was so it was so heavy. It was it was it was it was so uncomfortable down there. Did you ever feel, like, going down there, did you ever feel, like, uncomfortable or, like, like, did you ever get headaches? Or what was your experience going? Mine was more anxiety driven.
Marie Jackson:After having this account
Monique Evan’s:on with this little girl for months, I got nervous. I got scared as the more and more. After a few months, little over 6 months, I started to get scared of her. I started to fill it, spell it. Oh, like, I felt like she's trying to lure me somewhere.
Monique Evan’s:And it kinda spooked me a little bit because there was a instant I was flying with her, and she did that window, like, towards that window that window. And she was trying to lure me towards it. And I was like, no. I'll be back. So I ran upstairs.
Monique Evan’s:And after that, that's when I started going outside. It just it it was a uneasy feeling, like a nervousness. Like, I felt like something was gonna happen.
Marie Jackson:And did you feel that uneasy feeling in any other part of the house or just downstairs? Just downstairs. Just mainly downstairs. Yeah. That's where I typically felt the most uneasiness, but, you know, nobody else ever shared, you know, their their uncomfortable feelings.
Marie Jackson:I do know that our brothers did not sleep downstairs.
Monique Evan’s:No. I
Marie Jackson:do. They never they never they never shared exactly why, but they were always upstairs either in our room or mainly, like, a living room, but they were never really down stairs very often. Granted, the downstairs area was a little bit kinda uncomfortable. You know, we had the concrete, den floor. So it wasn't the most comfortable down there, but it was livable.
Marie Jackson:But the boys never really stayed down there very long. They never would've stayed down there. They were always upstairs. But, did you ever tell Marika about the little girl that you seen?
Monique Evan’s:Actually, no. I never, never even shared those with Marika because but I do remember there was instances I was with Marika, and I remember I was a little girl. And me and Marika were flying outside, and we were, like, jumping on each other's backs. And I remember Marita was on my back and I felt her fly off my back and she busted her head open.
Marie Jackson:Oh, wow. And,
Monique Evan’s:she thought that I dropped her on purpose, but I was like, no. I was holding on to her and she blew. Like, somebody pushed her off of my car.
Marie Jackson:And this was in the den? This was outside. Oh. And she had split her head open. Was it close to the den area, or it is somewhere else out of the backyard?
Monique Evan’s:It's, like, near to the side where the where the routes was when they had to stay, she wanted right down there. And I remember when she was on my back, I was like, I got you. And I just felt like a force just threw her off of me. And and her mom came out and was like, what did you do to my god? I was like, no.
Monique Evan’s:Because she was on my back and she blew off. And I'll never forget that. And that's when I end up her mom really didn't want me hanging around on her no more. Just being on safety reasons. She thought I did some to her.
Monique Evan’s:Now you're just understandable as an adult. I can understand that. But I do truly think in that instance when I Marika was on my back, I think that little girl pushed her up because in jealousy.
Marie Jackson:Mhmm. So we had a young Caucasian girl with a ponytail. A slim ponytail, that was she had bright eyes too, but ground eyes that was very envious and jealous of you having any type of connection to anybody but her. And that is beyond scary, beyond strange. And as a child, we don't even understand.
Marie Jackson:We can't even cognitively put it all together because we're still trying to understand life and to be that young and to have a jealous, fierce, and ghost, that's what I'm an action in other people and friends because she couldn't connect the way that she wanted to is is is outrageous. It's completely outrageous. But it's not uncommon. It's not uncommon for these energies and these spirits to connect to and latch onto a person or connect with a person and then had this violent response. And it sounds like this little girl had a violent response.
Marie Jackson:And it sounds like the same little girl that I had an encounter with very briefly in our house that we lived in on Elmwood. Mhmm. So these these these experiences are just whew. Gosh. Yes.
Monique Evan’s:I've had, and it wasn't just the little girl that I've had experienced. There was a negative American male. Looked like he was baby in his mid thirties, 34, 35, every night. This is where I knew perception, my reality versus I don't know perception. Every night, this was way up for the little girl that's kinda dissolved.
Monique Evan’s:I used to walk with this man. He used to stand outside and I'll go outside in the den. And, or sometimes there was the window upstairs and I would climb on the roof and jumped down from the tree branch and I'll meet them downstairs and we'll walk to the Ironman's theater and all over Boswell park. And I used to come back every morning around 5 am when does Sonya nobody need. And so one time I realized I was literally outside because Olivia, the lady across the street, my mom's neighbor had was like, Connie, your daughter's outside.
Monique Evan’s:Connie, really just like, oh, she's catching the bus.
Marie Jackson:And this is 4 o'clock in the movie? Mhmm. See, we have such a large family. So one one child missing wasn't abnormal. Okay?
Marie Jackson:Because we had 8, 9 kid 8 kids in the house at the time. Mhmm. So you connected with so did you ever realize that this man, this Native American man was not a human? Did you ever did that ever dawn on you, or did it just you just came to realization as an adult that he wasn't real?
Monique Evan’s:Yeah. As an adult, he was. Wow. But as it showed, I just felt like it it put me in the this I know this sounds kind of fanatical, but, like, it was almost like Peter Pan type of scenario. When he come to me, he had this featherless stuck out, and he was like, cool with me.
Monique Evan’s:And it was like, he took me into another world, like, all over smoke fire. I messed the air. I was even by the zoo. But in reality, I'm with someone knowing I'm with this apparition. But if outside looking at the cops would have saw, they would have saw a 5 year old, 6 year old little girl wandering all over the place.
Monique Evan’s:They probably would have picked me up. And I knew where I was at, and that's the crazy thing. I knew how to get home. Yeah. And I think maybe was a was it perception or was it like, I really saw this man.
Monique Evan’s:He had holes, crater face. Now he was in his mid thirties, long hair, kinda like here, looked like night wolf from Mutter Combat. Yeah. This is this is just the realest version. And they used to hold my hand and we just walk all over.
Marie Jackson:And you and you just realized it as an adult that this was not an actual human. This was a ghost that you were connecting with every single Absolutely. Wow. Wow.
Monique Evan’s:And how I remember when I got closer to the house, he would disappear.
Marie Jackson:Oh, wow. Oh, that's terminal. That was he's gone. Got you. So those were some of the indicators that made you realize that this wasn't no real man that just, you know, was courting me around, taking me to the Imac.
Marie Jackson:Well, heck, he was courting. He was around better than some guys do in a living.
Monique Evan’s:You skew a spear. Say
Marie Jackson:screw you around, say I'm sick of you. I imagine No.
Monique Evan’s:I don't vivid because realistically, I was really walking out. Either the, apparitions and stuff can play tricks with your mind. You can have them, but they can play tricks either mind. I was actually wandering out 3, 4 in the morning by myself. I'm thinking I'm with him, but in all actuality
Marie Jackson:You were wandering by yourself. Yep. By yourself, but not by yourself.
Monique Evan’s:Yeah. But
Marie Jackson:But not by if somebody was to see you by yourself.
Monique Evan’s:They would've called 9.
Marie Jackson:They would've called 9.1. This child was wandering on the streets, and she spied with him. And I was out
Monique Evan’s:a little 5, 10 miles away from him.
Marie Jackson:And we was not in the best area. Okay? We were in the hood. So wandering the streets in that area was not safe, especially at that age. So that that's gosh.
Marie Jackson:And then the thing then there, I never knew that you went through this. And psychologically, do you feel like it has changed and shifted the way that you think about, life experiences and especially when it comes to children because you were young. So do you think that that has shifted the way that you look at things and more of a diplomatic way versus that child has some type of psychological dysfunction?
Monique Evan’s:Oh, actually, now as far as children, I'll look more on a diplomatic way. I always look at 2 sides of a spectrum because considering the fact of what I experienced as a child, and sometimes you always don't wanna disregard what your child does or their body language or what they say. Right. Because those are indicators for lockings a whole spectrum. So now even though I'm not a parent in it, which I will be in the future, but as far as children and their actions and their body language, and I I pay attention to children now, you know, because children are are a lot of indicators.
Monique Evan’s:Children actually, are more spiritually inclined than adults are. So they can tell you and sense or they can sense or know before it was happening. Children have that higher flight more than the dogs do. Yeah. They pick up that especially, they're more to pick up as far as, like apparition spirits, energies, more than a dog skin.
Monique Evan’s:Yes. And so now as a, you know, once I do have children, I am not gonna be so abrasive with them to say, oh, if they need therapy or if they're on test state. They'll be ready to self diagnose them with things that probably you have to really sit down and just, you know, even though I don't have children, but I think I have that experience being around high, like, 20 nieces and nephews. So I'm seeing certain indicators as far as their body language and energies also give me that they also had their own personal experiences with certain entities as well. So as a parent, I will never disregard.
Monique Evan’s:I will be very open and diplomatic to what is happening to my child. We don't always wanna be quick to diagnose them with autism or they're on the spectrum or they're having social issues because it could just be they're scourgedly inclined with the entity, and they don't know how to properly explain it.
Marie Jackson:Yes. And, you know, they always had those default, diagnosis for somebody experiencing something that is not not normal, and then that actually creates psychological concerns for you when you are dealing with something that is true and real, and someone dismisses it and diagnoses it as something else because they wanna be able to explain why you're feeling you're going through what you're going through. So they wanna put you in a category and and and and and set you to the side and say, this person is experiencing this because of x y z. And and we don't always have those direct explanations to associate it with. Sometimes the explanation is a question mark.
Marie Jackson:And, You know, we had a lot of those question marks going up.
Monique Evan’s:We had all the men.
Marie Jackson:Oh, wow. I did those question marks for real help.
Monique Evan’s:And now as an adult, like I can distinctively say I was a 6 year old wandering lay at night by myself. And it wasn't that I was hallucinating because physically and mentally, I saw this man, and nobody can ever take that from me. And it wasn't like I had any schizophrenic or any issues with that because I don't.
Marie Jackson:Yeah.
Monique Evan’s:Yeah. I've just vaguely saw this. I mean, I've just vividly saw this man constantly. I could give you detail. You'd about 5 10, weigh about 140 to £150.
Monique Evan’s:He had holes in his face like hyperpigmentation. Yeah. Had his feathers sticking out long dark hair, very native American tone, Aztec clothing too.
Marie Jackson:And it's it's so interesting you can remember the vivid details because I remembered my vivid details of what I saw when I was younger very vividly. So they'd be able to recall all of the very deep intimate, the craters in his face, how tall he was, what he was wearing, the the time of day, all of those details are so specific for for for that for that individual, for that energy, for that occurrence. So and not everybody is able to recall those those intimate details especially when you get older. When you get older, some of the details just kinda get a little blurry.
Monique Evan’s:No. For If I didn't, like, put you
Marie Jackson:on No. You're just a stick. But it sticks. Exactly.
Monique Evan’s:When you would experience those events, your mind tend to, like, mentally keep a photographic memory of it. Yes. You'll never forget something like that. Oh. I even remember we sat on the hill looking at the IMAX theater sign.
Monique Evan’s:We're just sitting there, and he told us no to me. He never tried to harm me. It was like a fatherly kind of brotherly figure tone. And we just sat over him. We just looked, and we walked around 9 Nights Theater, walked around the zoo.
Monique Evan’s:The animals were asleep, and and we just walked in that big, big field, swelled park, couldn't buy the water. I don't know if you're trying to lure me to the the I never felt the energy. We just sat there. So I'm king and Naga's suspicion that somewhere in that area is where he
Marie Jackson:made me transition, where he possibly transitioned and was just trying to show me just taking you or maybe just like the the little girl connected with you, he connected with you. And then he gravitated towards you, so he brought you into his face and tried to show you things to make you either familiar with certain things or maybe trying to use you as a conduit and can can, relay information to you so you can be like a, kinda like a gatekeeper between the galaxy, like a pendulum. And, like, I was talking about a pendulum. I was a maybe portal. Like a maybe some yeah.
Marie Jackson:Like, somebody who has the ability to convey information to the living through the spirit world, like a medium. So and maybe maybe you had that sensitivity, and they were gravitating towards you on that. But that is so interesting. So if you could share anything about your paranormal impact with the world, what would you tell? What would you share with the viewers and the listeners?
Monique Evan’s:As far as my paranormal impact that I'd experienced. I mean, don't be afraid to to allow it to to to come and hear your life. Yeah. I think it's a good thing that you allow it to come into your life because it makes you less. I mean, I mean, fearless.
Monique Evan’s:It puts you into a calm state. Don't don't be afraid to, you know, don't internalize it. Be expressive about it. Don't be afraid. And another thing, always keep God near you always keep that faith.
Monique Evan’s:And, you know, if you can believe in apparitions, just know Jesus Christ and the holy spirit is real as well. So always keep God near you. That's one indicator. Keep God near you. I mean, also just pretty much.
Monique Evan’s:The faith in the spiritual realm. Don't be afraid to connect with your spiritual round and who you are as a person. You know, people might, you think you're weird or, you know, look at you kind of like, you kind of up an eyeball. Don't be afraid to be you as far as when that spirit spiritual round tap sing. Yeah.
Monique Evan’s:Don't be afraid to be you and don't be afraid to tell others about it, you know? And now, now I'm on the dark. I can really say that I can, you know, how you just let them like, holy crap. See Sammy's things because people, you know, I was literally walking around with a day of a 3rd, 4 year old native American man at 5 o'clock in the morning. A guy maxed it.
Marie Jackson:At the age of 6.
Monique Evan’s:Yeah. So it could be like, wait a minute. You sure you wouldn't laugh around with some freaking up? No. And he was not real because every time he will walk me halfway home, like and I'll call him over the fence, and I'll call him over and kinda be quiet.
Monique Evan’s:And when I go for the rocks near daddy's station, why didn't you? And then he'll disappear. Just be disappear. And I remember one time my little caught me and she said, you know, your daughter's outside. Well, she was like, well, she better be outside waiting on that bus.
Monique Evan’s:And I was like, I wasn't even dressed for school. I, we mapping back, right, for neck. Mama was so tired. You know, she in our area a lot. And so she never even paid attention.
Monique Evan’s:Then I'll wander off the night before and then we could get up and take a bath because I was gone all night. Yeah. With this, this state of American man. And I got back in the morning, and she's like, come go get your backpack and stuff. And I'm like, I didn't take a bath or anything.
Monique Evan’s:Yeah. She was like, oh, you know? And I'm like, she didn't realize I didn't get no sleep, and I didn't even take a bath.
Marie Jackson:Yeah. You know, it and it's it's it's just interesting being the child and not being able to talk about what you're going through. And Piranal Impact is going to have more of these conversations, especially, if it if it's ever affected anyone as a child because we need to be able to tell our story from all different angles, all different backgrounds, and be able to connect to each other. So I'm so proud and happy that I was able to bring my sister on so she could share her paranormal impact and what it did in her life and her experience. And, and and I appreciate you guys listening and viewing and tapping in to hear my sister's story.
Marie Jackson:So, Monique, thank you for being Absolutely. My wife. Waiting her back, sharing your the spark story with the little girl that lived in our basement that True. Very easy for a very long time that she was actually friends with. So thank you, guys.
Marie Jackson:Thank you for tuning in. This is paranormal impact where strange is
Monique Evan’s:Norgo.
